Besar... Besar... Besar...

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Semakin besar dunia...
penduduk semakin banyak.....
Apakah dengan memperbesar bumi ini segalanya akan menjadi selesai....
apakah dengan adanya tempat tinggal segalanya menjadi selesai...
apakah dengan adanya makanan semuanya akan selesai....
dunia ini berat bung
3 lewat lima....
7 lewat tiga...
9.35
lelah....
menyusahkan....
memberikan seluruh kepasrahan dalam kehinaan mendalam....
penuh dengan kata-kata mutiara.... tanpa makna sedikitpun....
masih lebih baik segala yang ada di dunia tanpa kehadirannya....
apakah itu yang dimaksud dengna ke absurd-an....
dunia tanpa kehadiran seorang pemimpi.....
dunia dimana segalanya logis....
segalanya bisa dijelaskan dengan logika....
semudah itukah dunia?
semenyedihkan itukah dunia?
apa yang terjadi ketika akhirnya kekuatan manusia setara dengan kekuatn alam semesta?
energi nomer satu yang ada di dunia ini di bawah energi tuhan...
energi yang sebagiannya telah digunakan oleh manusia....
lalu setelah dipakai kemanakah energi itu?
apakah segala yanh berhubungan dengan energi dan materi selalu kekal?
lelah....
capek....
berarti energi telah hilang
dengan kehidupan yang nyata dan absurd...
segala menjadi tidak berguna....
segala menjadi hambar... tanpa rasa... tanpa kelebihan maupun kekurangan....
tak butuh penjelasan.... membosankan....
tanpa ada keseriusan maupun segala yang kosong....
segalanya tersa kosong tanpa kegunaan....
segalanya tanpa kebutuhan.... (>_<);

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